STILL I HOPE FOR MORE, AND MORE, IN THIS
FUNNY LITTLE WORLD
suddenly i'm famous
and people know my name

My name is Josephine. I'm just a normal teenage girl becoming a woman. I love my fat bitchdog.
I'm a sucker for beautiful things/people.
And I find love a beautiful feeling.

my heart has been captured
by your funny little smile
i don't know for sure
where this is going

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my way of staying alive (Monday, August 24, 2009 / 6:35 pm)

Anime. Manga. I don't think I'm considered as an otaku [Otaku (おたく/オタク) is a Japanese term used to refer to people with obsessive interests, particularly anime, manga, and video games.]. I would say they are my favorite pastimes. :D Maybe I just love stories. I don't know. I tend to be absorbed in every story I read. And when the story ends, I gives me an empty feeling. Something like an end of the road or rather like a cross junction where I have to pick another road to continue. Sounds emo huh? But yea.. I get those feelings. I don't hate them but I don't love them either. It's hard to describe cause it's contradicting. But those feeling makes me think a lot, may be reasons of life or matters that are similar to my life. Maybe I wanna find that perfect happy ending or beginning. Even if the storyline is always typical and expectable. I still continue til the end.

I don't know about others but I'm just assuming that people that do what I do are people who finds flaws in their life but is aware that fairytales don't happen in reality and that there's no chance it can be perfect the way we imagine them to be. They always say..

If there's a will, there's a way.
I personally feel this sentence is half correct cause will is not the only thing you need. Just like love. You can't just have love in your relationship and expect it to be perfect. Patience, compromise, goals, dreams, differences. All this are small parts. Love is just the natural necessary feeling to start or keep things moving forward. Not adding that love don't last forever. When two loving couples stay together for too long, it becomes a habit to have each other. It will be too long that they may thought it's love but it's actually not. Sometimes those habits become a responsibility.

But like I'm said these are my opinions. You may think I'm wrong. Someday in the future I may think that all these are wrong too. But for now, these are what I see, what I've experienced.

a broken family, a broken relationship, a broken friendship, a broken kinship. Lost, Hatred, Distrust, Burden, Betrayed, Abandoned, Lies... These are just words but not even close to describe the pain. If they so easily broken then what's the point in having them in the first place.

That's why I find my happy endings in stories. It's my way of healing the pain. This way, I won't lose my smile even if the tears wont stop flowing. :)


Smile and the world will smile back at you.
Cry and you will cry alone.




- so don't cry.