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My name is Josephine. I'm just a normal teenage girl becoming a woman. I love my fat bitchdog.
I'm a sucker for beautiful things/people.
And I find love a beautiful feeling.

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times like this (Tuesday, December 02, 2008 / 1:02 am)

I'm pissed off because every time I win in talking REASONS with you..
you ALWAYS either use:

- not happy then fuck off to your dad

or

- not a word from you


and you ALWAYS take her side especially when she's in the wrong.

whatever man. not like I'm jealous or anything but it just pissed me off.
look at what she has become and I believe there's more to come.

you yourself said she has an attitude problem BUT you never want to do anything about it except for ways that only makes her defies you more.

she will then complain to her friends and her friends will comfort her. Then she will think that her friends understands her and are more important to her. BLAH BLAH..

BEING THERE DONE THAT

nevermind. even if I warn you a million times, you will just find ridiculous reasons to bring me down. so why do I even try. the result will always be the same anyway.
She's got a brain and she can think for herself. The only problem is when is she gonna use it.








but sometimes she just gets on my nerves.
her serious rude attitude, tone and behavior like totally ignoring you when you ask her a question POLITELY.

e.g.

me: when is your exam coming?
her: ....
I ask her about 2 or 3 times but still no answer.
me: oie.. talking to you. are u dumb?
her: why do you care?


TELL ME IF I'M WRONG TO BE PISSED OFF.
I was just asking out of concern and I get an answer like that.
BUT SHE IS RIGHT! why should I care?
And I did. I didn't give a damn anymore.

And when she ask me questions about her work or something, she would ask properly.
And if I dun remember or dunno, I said dunno right?
her face goes back to the "JL" face.
serious. It's like instantly, no second thoughts.
after that you ask her questions, she would ignore like she didn't hear.

WOULD YOU WANNA HELP A PERSON THAT GIVE YOU AN ATTITUDE LIKE THAT?

another issue that I will never ever forget.

sharing of things. let's talk about BAGS.
I lend her bags if I'm not using them. But she on the other hand always says no unless I lent her mine on that day then she will say okay. I'm fine with it. I don't really need it anyway.

BUT I admit I always says no if she wanted to borrow my crumpler bag.

REASON: it means something to me and I treasure it.

I'm willing to lend her any bag except for that only one.
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?
I don't use her expensive perfume that her friend bought for her. NOT like she would agree to anything anyway.

I meant that there are things that you treasure a lot and wont wanna share it or something right?

She said no like 99% of the times and when I tell her that, she would always say til like she always said yes and drag out times when she asked if she could borrow my crumpler and I always say no.

SHE JUST CANT GET IT IN HER HEAD.



whatever. If I'm selfish then what makes you?

I wouldn't say I've never "attitude" her before. But I would dare say that I've never throw temper, give "JL" faces or rude attitude towards her for no reasons.


SHE?
she even dares to do it towards my mum and wont get punish and instead my mum will try to give in to her.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?






HERE I'm rushing my S.A.D. assignment, and there she's trying to create trouble.

GREAT.






the world is fair.




at this point of time I really really hope that it's true.







- i do not owe you and neither did you.