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I'm super busy right now but I still gonna write this entry for NAT. read her blog awhile ago. and her entry just makes me wanna blog too. i do not know where to start..

maybe its because im being over-sensitive. but i cant help it. because they are my friends that's why it hurts even more. i really hate this feeling... like im insignificant, useless, a burden to everyone. I'm definitely not emo-ing. even if u all wanna classify this as emo. i just wanna say that I HATE IT TOO but i cant help feeling like that.

example.. the meaningless dota match which i brainlessly volunteered joining. yes, i cried. and no.. i dint cry because i lost. I lost dota MATCHES COUNTLESS times. it makes no difference losing another one. its the whole atmosphere.. me losing and my grpmates kept complaining. " ehh.. we like short of one player la.. not fair.", " wa.. y u keep on feed them!?", " liddat sure lose one la", " you just concentrate on NOT DYING can alrd.", "eh.. jo die again ar", " u quit, we also lose. dun quit, we also lose" .... AND MANY MORE... i feel fed up enuff to just see myself reviving and dying seconds later. and with comments liddat shooting right in ur face. how can u expect me to not feel anything abt it? and wad else can i do? do u think i enjoy crying? No! i don't.. in fact i hate it.

and this is only one example. many times.. their words are like knife. they don't mean it but they don't know that it hurts.

everything is not going smoothly. but they do nothing but hurt me more. like i said.. i know they don't mean it. no one is to blame but myself.

another " finding a reason to move on " times. but i'm gonna be alright.