yea. just like how i forget my mum's love and care for me. and how she can never see the care and love I had for her. it's there. it's right there. but we cant see nor touch it.
those hurtful words she said. "I've never trust you at all."
can you imagine your mum saying that to you right in your face. those words became scars in my heart. can never remove them. because, she really meant it. and it still hurts like hell.

those rough times I have been through. I have suffered enough. where can I find more energy to take revenge for her? nobody likes to hate. hatred is tiring. and I definitely cannot hate for my entire life. I'm not gonna hate him but I'm not gonna love him either. either way, I'm destined to be an unfilial child.
why do they have to drag us down with them. why must they drown us in their world of hatred and revenge. we are merely tools to them.
this is so contradicting. they seems to really care. but they seems to have a motive at the same time.