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for the path you chose.
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My name is Josephine and I'm just a normal teenage girl with complicated backgrounds.
My life began on 08 November 1990 but it fell apart years later.
It took awhile to see all the love that’s around me, but still I walked alone in this journey called “life”.
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Sunday, December 06, 2009, 10:43 PM
moving on.
Hello!I can literally hear an echo in this lifeless blog. If you are reading this,
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!? GET A LIFE!
lol. I'm kidding. I thank you for being here to stalk me.
xoxo I know you love me! ;)
anyway, I'm here because I'm feeling frustrated. about what? FLASH of course. What else.
VIVA on Tuesday. But that's not the main point.
The main point is... I gonna try using tumblr after my viva. HELL YEAH!
Alright. I seriously shouldn't be blogging now.
- say GOODBYE and HELLO TO THE END OF THE WORLD!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 1:15 PM
grumpy
I'm in - I'm still tired and school is draining even more energy from my fragile body.
- I don't wish to see people I don't want to see.
- I have tons of work to do but don't know where to start.
- I have lots of planning to do.
- I want to eat GOOD FOOD but I've no appetite at all.
- I don't like the
EMOroom and I don't wanna be emo. - I'm stressed out.
- go away
Monday, August 24, 2009, 6:35 PM
my way of staying alive
Anime. Manga. I don't think I'm considered as an otaku [Otaku (おたく/オタク) is a Japanese term used to refer to people with obsessive interests, particularly anime, manga, and video games.]. I would say they are my favorite pastimes. :D Maybe I just love stories. I don't know. I tend to be absorbed in every story I read. And when the story ends, I gives me an empty feeling. Something like an end of the road or rather like a cross junction where I have to pick another road to continue. Sounds emo huh? But yea.. I get those feelings. I don't hate them but I don't love them either. It's hard to describe cause it's contradicting. But those feeling makes me think a lot, may be reasons of life or matters that are similar to my life. Maybe I wanna find that perfect happy ending or beginning. Even if the storyline is always typical and expectable. I still continue til the end.
I don't know about others but I'm just assuming that people that do what I do are people who finds flaws in their life but is aware that fairytales don't happen in reality and that there's no chance it can be perfect the way we imagine them to be. They always say..
I don't know about others but I'm just assuming that people that do what I do are people who finds flaws in their life but is aware that fairytales don't happen in reality and that there's no chance it can be perfect the way we imagine them to be. They always say..
If there's a will, there's a way.
I personally feel this sentence is half correct cause will is not the only thing you need. Just like love. You can't just have love in your relationship and expect it to be perfect. Patience, compromise, goals, dreams, differences. All this are small parts. Love is just the natural necessary feeling to start or keep things moving forward. Not adding that love don't last forever. When two loving couples stay together for too long, it becomes a habit to have each other. It will be too long that they may thought it's love but it's actually not. Sometimes those habits become a responsibility.
But like I'm said these are my opinions. You may think I'm wrong. Someday in the future I may think that all these are wrong too. But for now, these are what I see, what I've experienced.
a broken family, a broken relationship, a broken friendship, a broken kinship. Lost, Hatred, Distrust, Burden, Betrayed, Abandoned, Lies... These are just words but not even close to describe the pain. If they so easily broken then what's the point in having them in the first place.
That's why I find my happy endings in stories. It's my way of healing the pain. This way, I won't lose my smile even if the tears wont stop flowing. :)
But like I'm said these are my opinions. You may think I'm wrong. Someday in the future I may think that all these are wrong too. But for now, these are what I see, what I've experienced.
a broken family, a broken relationship, a broken friendship, a broken kinship. Lost, Hatred, Distrust, Burden, Betrayed, Abandoned, Lies... These are just words but not even close to describe the pain. If they so easily broken then what's the point in having them in the first place.
That's why I find my happy endings in stories. It's my way of healing the pain. This way, I won't lose my smile even if the tears wont stop flowing. :)
Smile and the world will smile back at you.
Cry and you will cry alone.
- so don't cry.
Saturday, August 22, 2009, 10:59 PM
Automatic Loveletter
I'm falling head over heels for this band.
"Eyes on you" and "Let it ride" are my current favorites!
WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE..
GO LISTEN! ;)
-spread the words
"Eyes on you" and "Let it ride" are my current favorites!
WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE..
GO LISTEN! ;)
-spread the words
12:27 AM
disappointment?
What this feeling? Is it disappointment? Why do I get this weird sad feeling when he gave that reply. Was I expecting him to say yes? This can't be right. I shouldn't have this thought at all or anymore. Why is it that he still manage to say things that hurts. Why do I even get hurt by his words. There is no way I gonna fall in again. This time I'm strong enough to walk away.No expectation. No disappointment.
P.S: This is not an emo post. haha!
Friday, August 21, 2009, 10:24 PM
CAMWHORINGBitching
What can I say?
WE ARE GIRLS!! :D
- capturing precious moments with you
6:09 PM
Mooncakes
Just came back from an interview. It's a job at Raffles Hotel, selling mooncakes! :DRecommended by shawn's friend. Currently there's me, tjang, calvin, pussyboy and terminator fong. Hopefully all five of us will be working together. :)
Don't know the details yet. Will be having a briefing session next Wednesday I think. haha!
The interview was short. We just had to fill in the form. Guess they really need people badly. Oh well, I need a job anyway.
After that we went window shopping at Raffles City. I was getting bored until I found a shop called prints! They sell stationery, lots of papers and files in all types of colors. Materials for making DIY stuff like diary, photo albums and cards..
Seriously has a fetish for stationery. Maybe it's connected to my dream job!
But what type of job get to be with all this wonderful stationery? Hmm....
- beautiful dreams
Thursday, August 20, 2009, 10:17 PM
My Best Girl.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAMBI!
She just turned six! I almost forgot that today's her birthday. Time flies fast don't you think so? I can still remember the first day I met her. Six years has passed, it's sad to think that it will soon be that time.
But for now, I will continue to irritate, hug, bully, kiss, laugh at, praise, disturb, feed, teach, scold, play, walk, scare, trick, clean, bathe, call, tease, always be with and LOVE her.
But for now, I will continue to irritate, hug, bully, kiss, laugh at, praise, disturb, feed, teach, scold, play, walk, scare, trick, clean, bathe, call, tease, always be with and LOVE her.
- i love you always
8:42 PM
SPRING CLEANING
I start with half of the living room first den my mum's bedroom. Usually I would vacuum the rooms first den the living room but this time its different, maybe I was too worked up or something. But it's still a start right? :)
After vacuuming my mum's bedroom, I proceed to my(& sis) study room. I saw the pile of junks on my table and around it. I got even more frustrated and thought, "Fuck it! Just clear up my table first." And I started clearing my table!
Throwing, arranging and more throwing. Okay, maybe not so much of throwing. While, clearing, I found many "treasures" and with those I realized I've got many things to do. Actually a lot of reading to do. I have got "the notebook", "marked", my comic books enough to last me for weeks.
I found my presents too. Body shop perfume for my 18th birthday from val, xueli and wendy. A birthday card written by Maggie Tay. A Stitch jigsaw puzzle(saw it a long long time ago but didn't buy it) for Christmas last year. An unexpected gift with
Now I finally got a table but no table lights cause it spoilt and no one want to fix it. That's why I'm not fond of using it to study cause I can't see without strong light. And staring at my macbook's screen make it worse. Maybe I should go get a table lamp.
After clearing my table, I continued vacuuming the whole house. I wonder when did I stop having the feeling of cleaning up the house. Well, believe it or not, I used to like to randomly spent a day cleaning up the house. Maybe it's because I don't like it when my siblings start to expect me to initate and they don't contribute at all. It pisses me off. But it pisses me off too when the place is too dirty.
I like the feeling after the place is cleaned up!
- Good hygience habits
Wednesday, August 19, 2009, 11:15 PM
UP!
went to watch the Pixar Animation UP!
AND I LOVE IT!
It's so funny, I laughed til and no sound came out.
one word.
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.
but kinda fairytale. this kind of stuff don't exist.
Kevin, the boy named the bird is a female.
haha! that part is funny too.
SQUIRREL!
HAHA!!
I love the dog part can.... Damn funny..
POINT!
omg! this is LOVEEE!
LOL!
It's the CONE OF SHAME!
this part is funny too cause if you noticed...
the boy is there to assign the old man but
the old man is the only one pulling the house!
HAHAHAHAHA!!
I LOVE THIS SHOW!
I gonna watch it again! :D
- pictures are worth a thousand words